Corner Time

The first picture is my idea of corner time.  Not having to stand in the corner after a spanking and reflect. I do not take corner time well at all. In fact, I usually get spanked more to stay there. Just wondering does anyone else struggle with corner time?

Tuesday evening, I met with Thomas for a session. It started off with being videoed for reporting a spanking I felt was unjust to the SSU. Thomas had spanked me last time for my daughter's language. She used the word, "pissed." In my eyes, this is not a cuss word. I am held accountable to him for my language, it's something I asked for from the beginning. I was told that I would be receiving 20 swats for reporting, and 5 swats for each guilty vote, which, there were ten. So, I had 70 total swats in all. Now, when the video camera is running and he is holding a wooden paddle, I'm not in any position to argue my case. I did think it was unfair, and still do. Wouldn't you all agree?

After the video I had a quite the punishment session. Language and attitude are usually dealt with the "Thomas" strap. It is nasty, and gets the point across quickly. Although, he did not have it with him this time, so he chose a large polyurethane paddle. Okay, if I had my pick, I would definitely chose leather over that paddle. I don't bruise easily, but I do with this implement. After the punishment, he told me to go to the corner. I was arguing about the corner, so I was escorted over to it by him pulling me by the top of my ear. Once there, I still did not want to stand there quietly and reflect. I had a really rough session, and I was not in the right frame of mind. I told him I'd rather take more with the paddle than stand there. Crazy....I know. His requirement was I take them on the thighs. I really thought he wouldn't be so hard on me since this is a more sensitive area. I was so wrong!  He took it as a challenge of his authority. He did offer several times the chance to go back to the corner. I became determined that I was not going to back down. After he was finished,  I will admit I may think about corner time with a different attitude next time. In addition, since I used language after my punishment, he assigned 500 lines. I get to write, "I will keep my language civil for myself and others."  I only have until Saturday, which, I hope I can get done. Needless to say, this session was tough and I learned that I may get my way, but severe consequences are attached.